FROM THE WORD COUNSELLING
HOW I SURVIVED
AND OVERCOME SELF-PITY
As an only child for both my parents one would find it hard to believe that neither of them wanted anything to do with me, in their eyes I was a mistake, from the day of conception my father disappeared and after I was born my mother tried desperately to pawn me off without any success she abandoned me on a doorstep when I was ten months old.
preserved and protected me, he allowed me to fall into the hands of a Godly family a Christian home someone who would nurture and care for me at least for the first few years of my life.
About age12 I was on my own to face a hard cold world of turmoil.
Very early I learn to seek and call upon God for myself that’s how I was raised, that was my foundation, and no doubt in my mind that God knew the path I had ahead of me, between the age of 13-20 I experienced a life of torment and I also struggled with suicidal thoughts for years without anyone even knowing, I grew up thinking no one loves me and I am not count for anything, many times I told God that his world would do much better without me in it, and the one thing that kept me from going through with the act is how I was raised, understanding that I knew better and I would stand the chance of not seeing the face of God nor spending eternity in heaven with him, living with the genuine fear of GOD which seem to hound me just as hard as the devil tried to kill me…and I learn to accept his love and pursuit of the Holy Spirit and for that I am ever so grateful to God for never leaving me to destroy myself…He turned my mess into a message and he can do the same for you.